I always keep my things pack, even now everything is ready to leave at any minute. I move around a lot and have gotten use to never unpacking anything unnecessary even my clothes are in a small movable dresser ready to move. I don't think I'll ever get use to staying in one spot, mainly because I probably wont be staying for very long.
In a way I always feel like I'm running from something but don't know what. Staying in one place for to long makes me feel like it's catching up and makes me want to go somewhere else and get there fast. I don't know where I'll end up the next time or how long I'll be their either. I've traveled from Oregon to Kentucky and have ended up back in Utah in a small town where everyone knows everyone, and those who are unknown are outcasted. I guess I'm really just looking for somewhere that I can feel like I fit in and am not being judged because I wear darker colors and don't walk around in dresses or tiny short shorts. :/
I have yet to find a place where people don't look at you like your on display in a freak show just because you don't look like them. I keep to myself and don't bother to make friends because I know I wont be staying very long, it's pointless and just more people who will just forget you but you will never forget. It hurts to go back to a place and recognize someone and they have forgotten you completely.