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I keep my things packed. by Art-M0nster I keep my things packed. by Art-M0nster
I always keep my things pack, even now everything is ready to leave at any minute. I move around a lot and have gotten use to never unpacking anything unnecessary even my clothes are in a small movable dresser ready to move. I don't think I'll ever get use to staying in one spot, mainly because I probably wont be staying for very long.

In a way I always feel like I'm running from something but don't know what. Staying in one place for to long makes me feel like it's catching up and makes me want to go somewhere else and get there fast. I don't know where I'll end up the next time or how long I'll be their either. I've traveled from Oregon to Kentucky and have ended up back in Utah in a small town where everyone knows everyone, and those who are unknown are outcasted. I guess I'm really just looking for somewhere that I can feel like I fit in and am not being judged because I wear darker colors and don't walk around in dresses or tiny short shorts. :/
I have yet to find a place where people don't look at you like your on display in a freak show just because you don't look like them. I keep to myself and don't bother to make friends because I know I wont be staying very long, it's pointless and just more people who will just forget you but you will never forget. It hurts to go back to a place and recognize someone and they have forgotten you completely.
Kuneria Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012  Student Digital Artist
come into my arms precious stranger ;w;
I know how you feel, because I also dress like a freak. People may look at me strangely, but they've never judged me for dressing this way. But they used to :/
I used to be bullied and mocked because of my style, but lucky for me people were a hell of a lot more mature (and some more immature) in highschool
But darling, I want you to know that it will get better. The opinions of other people don't matter none to you, and it wont kill you. Your life is how you make it.
But I know it's hard, and very lonely to always be moving and not fitting anywhere you go D:
Dont let the judgement of other people rob you of your individuality! <3
You must be strong and patient, good things will come :3

I love this drawing by the way ;u; it's very well drawn, and looks very lonely. I really like it :heart:
Art-M0nster Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconlazysulkplz: Stranger love is the best kind of love.

;u ; I'm glad to have some understanding here. I've never been bullied, I look like the type who would do the bullying apparently aha. I hope things eventually turn for the better, how things are now makes me feel like it's only going to stay the same no matter where I end up.

Thank you. ^ ^
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